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i can't have everything i want
May 19, 2009 Landed at 11:42 PM
May 19, 2009 Landed at 11:42 PM
i am so exhausted like woah.
i don't know why but lately, i have been thinking for dying.
(no reason not to. right?)
[suicidal mode much!]
also, i have been saying that, "pagod na akong mabuhay"
i don't really know why but this is my "philisophy" right now.
but i realized that i should look at the positive side of life.
that my friends are the BOMB!
that there are other people out there.
that you are my crush like OMG!
that you affect me so much.
that i may really love you already.
that i should permanently remove you in my life.
that other people are really just born to be a *****.
and that i should be able to decide for my self.
(yes! in my world, my rainbow ends with the color pink.)
that my friends ar the BOMB!
last May 16, my friend and i went to eastwood to celebrate Pauline's 17th birthday.
we had lots of fun. we played arcade, ate fooooood, and played hide and seek in front of eastwood mall.
playing hide and seek was so tiring. i usually hid behind huge pillars near the "construction" site. a weird place to hide but a very smart place too. since the once "it" did not find me.
and i would like to thank cza for taking me home!!! THANKS CZA!!!
even if that day bothered me with a lot of stuff, issues and all, by the end of the day, i was so happy, i did not regret one bit for going to Pauline's birthday celebration.
that there are other people out there.
YES PATRICIA RIVERA!!! there are other people in this world!
so i should not center my self to just a single person who brings me no good.
i should surround my self with people who would be there foe me always and would not let go of me no matter what.
and how i wish that i would find someone else.
and maybe, i have found someone else.
that you are my crush like OMG!
YES! i have a crush and its NOT omg!!
are you shocked? maybe not.
well, i really don't care.
my blog = my world.
(keep that in mind)
i am so head over heels on you.
napapa-woah ako dahil sayo!
that you affect me so much.
YES!!! you affect me so much.
as in, i have no time to think when i am thinking of you.
(where the heck did i get that??)
and that you affect my decisions even if you don't expect me to.
you are truly different
(i hope its not too early to speak)
that i may really love you already.
maybe, just MAYBE.
but i am ready to take the risk
(or not)
that i should permanently remove you in my life.
yes. i think i should do it now.
because its now or NEVER.
if i would want to live my last school year the best way i want then i should do it. and quickly.
you may have been a big part of my life but i got hurt to much already.
that other people are just born to be a *****.
"masakit mapagmukhang tanga"
and when you do that to me. REVENGE FOLLOWS!
i don't know why but lately, i have been thinking for dying.
(no reason not to. right?)
[suicidal mode much!]
also, i have been saying that, "pagod na akong mabuhay"
i don't really know why but this is my "philisophy" right now.
but i realized that i should look at the positive side of life.
that my friends are the BOMB!
that there are other people out there.
that you are my crush like OMG!
that you affect me so much.
that i may really love you already.
that i should permanently remove you in my life.
that other people are really just born to be a *****.
and that i should be able to decide for my self.
(yes! in my world, my rainbow ends with the color pink.)
that my friends ar the BOMB!
last May 16, my friend and i went to eastwood to celebrate Pauline's 17th birthday.
we had lots of fun. we played arcade, ate fooooood, and played hide and seek in front of eastwood mall.
playing hide and seek was so tiring. i usually hid behind huge pillars near the "construction" site. a weird place to hide but a very smart place too. since the once "it" did not find me.
and i would like to thank cza for taking me home!!! THANKS CZA!!!
even if that day bothered me with a lot of stuff, issues and all, by the end of the day, i was so happy, i did not regret one bit for going to Pauline's birthday celebration.
that there are other people out there.
YES PATRICIA RIVERA!!! there are other people in this world!
so i should not center my self to just a single person who brings me no good.
i should surround my self with people who would be there foe me always and would not let go of me no matter what.
and how i wish that i would find someone else.
and maybe, i have found someone else.
that you are my crush like OMG!
YES! i have a crush and its NOT omg!!
are you shocked? maybe not.
well, i really don't care.
my blog = my world.
(keep that in mind)
i am so head over heels on you.
napapa-woah ako dahil sayo!
that you affect me so much.
YES!!! you affect me so much.
as in, i have no time to think when i am thinking of you.
(where the heck did i get that??)
and that you affect my decisions even if you don't expect me to.
you are truly different
(i hope its not too early to speak)
that i may really love you already.
maybe, just MAYBE.
but i am ready to take the risk
(or not)
that i should permanently remove you in my life.
yes. i think i should do it now.
because its now or NEVER.
if i would want to live my last school year the best way i want then i should do it. and quickly.
you may have been a big part of my life but i got hurt to much already.
that other people are just born to be a *****.
"masakit mapagmukhang tanga"
and when you do that to me. REVENGE FOLLOWS!
that i should be able to decide for my self.
this my life and i only get to live it once, so basically, i should live it the best way could and not let anyone get in the way of how i want to live out my life. for this is one thing that no one could take away from me. for no one else could own it but me and no one else could live it the best but me. for i started it. and therefore, i also have the right to own it. and live it the way i want to live it.
I CAN'T GET EVERYTHING I WANT.
right? we can't control the future or what it brings us. we just have to deal with the things that God gave us and maybe he has a reason why he did not give us the things we desire most. for there might be somehting better to come our way. that maybe, we should not ponder on a single opportunity for there are other more opportunities to come.
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